| Maureen Crick Owen |
I always told Matt ... "I held you when you were only 6 hours old" ... I remember that day ... he looked like Mr. Magoo ... That was the beginning of our very special relationship. I miss you Matthew ... be happy ... we all love and miss you so much.
And, you started posing for pictures way back when and continued ...
| Brian Grasso |
Matt,
My feelings are full of you. You left me and i was sad. but maybe it was really what you wanted. We all want you back and we all miss you. The laughs we had in cape cod. The great times we had pulling u off the couch. You always were the one, the one that anyone u meet wold love u. Mat u were the nicest and i know you still are. Matt, let the angels of heaven guide you to the light. We miss you matt, we love you matt.
Love,
your cousin who had so many memories, Brian Grasso
| Katie Ryan |
I loved Matt so much! He had always had such high spirits, was always smiling, making other people happy and overall being the best person he could be. I don't really know any other person, or friend that left with such an impact on me. He did so much for so many people, and I just wish he was able to see that. Well Matt, I know your in a better place now, and you can see how many people loved you and how many peoples lives you touched. You are remarkable, an inspiration.
At your memorial service that WCSU held for you I actually got up the courage and spoke in front of everyone. I wrote this for you Matt... here it goes!
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Why did you do it, And leave your friends and family?
Why couldn't you ask for help, Did you really, truly want it to be your end?
Why can't you still be here, Where did all the smiles and laughs go?
Your so young, you haven't even lived life yet.
I just don't get it, I have so many questions, Questions that'll never be answered.
I wish you were still here, right now, having the fun we always had.
Everyone misses you, I hope you know that, Can you see it, Can you feel the love we all have for you?
He's goingto be fine, I promise you. I know you left that as our job.
I'm going to help him, I'll do everything in my power.
I'm so for my jumbled thoughts, they are all going too quickly for me to organize.
No one saw this coming, you caught us all by surprise.
Oh my God, I need to see you one last time, I never got to say good-bye, I never gave you one last hug, I never kissed you on you cheek like I always used to.
All of our inside jokes, you always made me smile. But not just me, everyone. You brightened everyone's spririts. Even complete strangers. Why couldn't you see that?
Always happy, always smiling, always laughing and giggling. You quite possibly were the cutest person ever.
I just want you back here with us, I don't care how selfish that may sound, but its what everyone wants. Couldn't this have been solved, helped, stopped? Stopped. . . Why didn't you call?
My thoughts of you were there, I was just recently reminiscing. Looking at all our pictures and seriously laughing hysterically. I missed you late Monday night, before this even happened. Tuesday came, and missing you wasn't even an option.
I just need to write this note and let you know how I feel.... Matthew James Crick, I la la la la la LOVE YOU!
My thoughts of you will never fade, our memories together will just keep me stronger.
I never thought the day would come for me to have to say good-bye.
I refuse, I'm stubborn, I'm not going to do it.
It's not my good-bye, its my "see ya later buddy."
I'll tell you now though, I can't wait for that day.
I'm sure things will get better, but its ever so hard.
You truly were remarkable, a living inspiration.
I'll thank you right now for being my friend and keeping me strong through some of my struggles.
I'll never forget the numerous times I'd be upset and you'd come to my room and say . . . "Katie Ryan, whats wrong?"
I'd tell you and everytime you'd say, "Don't worry, lets go smoke a cigarette"
Well Matt, lets go... lets go smoke that cigarette, so you can help me cleanse my mind, ONE LAST TIME!
I love you Matt!
I sincerely hope you never forget me and all the fun we had.
Remember the first time we met.... and all we said was "hi" and then at the shuttle stop we started talking and then we sat on the bus together.
Later that night... you came over and thats when our infamous photo shoots started.
We had so many great times....
your lost shoe, all our parties, photo shoots... boom boom rooms, smoke breaks, room hopping, going to the bowling alley and not bowling.... singing on the top of our lungs!!!! to sublime!
remember when u couldnt get ur light off in ur car? u were so cuuuuuute!
i have so many more and i will probably write more on this site.
i love you mattttttttttttttttthew crick!!!!
i lalalalalalalaaala love you!
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always and forever will you be in my heart....
always remembered and never forgotten!!!
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
love, Katie Fn Ryan
ps. this is ur pic from our first photo shoot!
